Monday, July 31, 2006
my voice is like so sexy now. diao. over the past few days, i've been to the doctor for three times. and i can't believe this but i was offered a three days mc, which i declined and asked for only one day. and my last visit to the doctor was really interesting. basically me and that cute doctor had a chat. and i told him that i always wanted to be a doctor, if i was smarter and would probably not end up being a musician. and he was telling me some of the low-ends of a doctor that no one realises. being a doctor in singapore is really not so glamourous after all. hee i think i'll just be contented and stick to what i'm doing now.
that cough mixture really taste horrible. and porridge sucks. but then again, after all this is over, i'm going to try out a few new restaurants and that cough mixture will be thrown away. and actually my own remedy of herbal tea is doing wonders. but despite all this, i feel like visiting my hairstylist later and getting my long-ish hair chopped.
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and sometimes i really wish that he was my bf. that being said, there are just too barriers between us that probably my wish will never happen in the short run. he's so sweet really. he said he'll visit me when i was ill, and he really did. even the thought itself was sweet. and we made quite an unsuccessul visit to the doctor, because it so happened that the clinic wasnt opened yet. despite this, he really really means a lot to me. and (
oh wells, i just wanted to let you know (: )
lee needed you at 31.7.06
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Friday, July 28, 2006
today i saw the sweetest smile in my life. was terribly sick on wednesday night. the best thing i did that night was- crawled my way to a 24-hour clinic, and then crawled back again, at like close to midnight. worst thing was that i had two tests the next day. and oh boy, i'm so going to fail. not because i was sick, but because it was so bloody hard i really have had to crack a lot of my brain to do it. that says it. school sucks. and my outline of my assignment has just been rejected. after spending tons of time on it, and it was rejected. and that probably spells out my mood- super miserable and sucky la. but there's the one week break next next week to think of!
thanks for everyone's concern. i'm really so much better now. i'm alive and active again such that i'm heading out for a movie soon. the horrible fever, flu and shivers that i got are gone. actually everything's gone, except for a persistant sore throat. i feel like eating fish and co now. oh no!
ok. hurrying. laters.
lee needed you at 28.7.06
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
i can't believe the performance yesterday went quite well, though i thought i screwed it up. my teacher is doubting it though, because the previous lesson i played his beloved ravel and he almost fainted and could have died after i strike the last chord. and Bach is so terribly hard to play. its requires some much thinking, some much finger teachnics, and so much concentration. yucks, i think i just had a super unproductive time with it. and i just had an intivitation to play for this concert which is a joint exchange between taiwan and singapore, in front of around 500 to 600 people. i dont know how it will work out though, but i must say its worth going for! its two days before my birthday so its a pretty interesting pre-birthday thing ah.
anyway i'm sweating through schubert string quartet now, practically taking it and tearing it apart. i have to get it done, and there's harmony test coming in 2 days for which i'm going to squeeze many weeks of lecture and tutorials in my brain in two nights. i hope i can find the motivation and the strength to do so though, because after everything that has happened, i'm just emotionally drained.
ok back to work. the geeky feli is showing her true colours then. and apparently i'm so fucked up about everything that i accidently cut my skin on my finger when trying to shave my armpits, suffered through a paper-cut looking for the right page, survived some drugs (sleeping pills) last night. and keyed in the wrong pin number today.
true. shitty things happen. you dont want it to. but i'm smiling because there are so many people around who care. what will be, will be- i'm just quoting from someone(:
lee needed you at 25.7.06
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Saturday, July 22, 2006
just some random pictures.
awww girls, i really love you all to pieces. it was yijun's birthday, and exactly one month from now, it'll be my birthday!
lee needed you at 22.7.06
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Friday, July 21, 2006
i just woke up with a swollen eye. oh great.
wednesday's clubbing was fun, amusing and interesting. saw a lot of guys (the not- so good looking ones) at phuture, witnessed 3 fights, tried to start one ourselves with 2 girls over another girl (aka stingray), squeezed through many butts and boobs, and kick people who dared to invade our clubbing space. seriously, i'll never be back there till not-so-soon. its getting really really packed since its still the offical uni holidays. and the crowd did something to piss us off a little.
anyway. happy birthday yijun! ok kind of belated but i sure hope you did like your present. we had dinner at jack's place. kind of romantic with the candles and love songs being played, but how romantic you want it to get with four single girls. hah. food was really really good, the wine especially. we had two glasses each, coupled with steak and cheese cake. sounds nice right? best part was we had our normal camera-whoring session because we were virtually the only customers there. service was great, and the company was great too!
matters of the heart. i'll never get a free day. even if there is, it isnt a full whole day. seriously, i want to spend time with myself and myself only. i don't see anything wrong with sitting in front at the tv for the whole day, that to me is spending good time with myself though to others it might mean i'm just so not sociable. but i'm heading now to catch upon another 2 hours of sleep, before heading out for another quite-sucky day.
lee needed you at 21.7.06
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Monday, July 17, 2006
my silly bestie came down to look for me during my lunch break! so silly of her but i wasnt feeling quite alright and my mood wasnt exactly that great. we had lunch at new york new york restaurant at citylink mall. the food's not bad. but service really sucks. we ordered waffles for dessert and after like 15 mins, the waiter came to tell us that the waffle machine was spolit. then we changed to mudpies with icecreams and was told 5 mins later that they ran out of mudpies. and the waiters walking around didnt even bother clearing our plates. really, really. talk about bad service, even though the main course was rather good. needless to day, being the typical folks arounds, we complained about their less than average service.
sometimes i dont see the need to bother when people dont. i mean its always easier said than done, but i do feel like giving up. but i cant. i've a weakness for going all soft again and this time its there. do people really really mean what they say? i'm getting the sick feeling again- the combination of a very very long talk leading to nowhere plus 2 hours of sleep only. why do i put in some much effort into something when i dont think there's going to be any benefits really.
i wish for the air con to faster puff out cold air. i wish for a
prince charming to sweep me off my feet, to shower me with love and care, to give me more than i ever wanted, to be by my side always, and to give me a smile in the morning when i wake up. right now, i feel as if i'm given no respect, not a show of care, no love, nothing that i ever could really holdon to and treasure and i felt that after last night everything that i hoped and belived have all been dashed.
well on a lighter note, i'm looking forward to this week!
lee needed you at 17.7.06
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Saturday, July 15, 2006
zara sales. chiong-ed. but funnily i bought stuff from their new collection. sales stuff were quite pleasing to my eyes, but did not provided me with the sizes that i really wanted. look, i'm not that super skinny or fat, so sales is so out-of-place for people like me. and new urban male has really really good stuff that i want. too bad their bags are so expensive. i cant imagine myself putting down 150 dollars for a small bag, or 100 plus for a bikini. hence, i can only be contented with their funky shirts. and i finally got my aldo shoes fixed. yay!
the food festival. chiong-ed. quite a nice variety of food. from jap to taiwanese to vietnam. some local food which we didnt even bother looking at. probably the only stuff that caught my attention was this yummy ice cream where they mix everything up together, and some taiwanese snacks.
oh and i couldnt collect his present today. they havent got it done yet. cant believe that such a small thing would require so much work on it. and í'll probably be mean and ask them to get it redone again if i'm not pleased with the end product. besides i was quite a kind soul today. i donated 10 cents to some school pocket fund along orchard road, and bought a pencil box at 5 dollars from my student for some church fund-raising.hah.
ok. so much for it. almost got into a near accident while crossing the road this week. talk about God's protection and mercies. bleah.
lee needed you at 15.7.06
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Monday, July 10, 2006
so here it is. the end of the world cup season. with italy ending it. yay! oh wells, then again, i missed the perfect betting opportunity. and i was just flipping through the new paper, and on the cover page it said something like this- s'pore feng suai masters say france will win. whatever.hah.
something that happens only once in every four years just ended like this. through this, i became a football freak, much of a craze that is going on in mind. soccer suddenly has more meaning than people chasing after a ball.
alright i had a fun and nice weekend. now its back to four days of school. bleah bleah.
lee needed you at 10.7.06
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Friday, July 07, 2006
i just gave lessons to this charming, yet pretty intelligent six year old girl today. and she's so much fun and so so adorable. and i'm voting that everyone should call me miss felicia from now on! it gets so funny when people see me outside, especially in places like orchard road and go miss lee, like i'm some old and a-little-bit crazy schoolteacher.
its a friday night. didn't pretty much go out. just went to the gym, teach and had a family dinner. nice food with pretty good interesting conversions. now my brothers are over at their exam studio practicing for their piano exams next week. wanted to head down with them and listen to how they were doing but it was too rush. so now i'm just spending time with my parents while waiting for them to be back so we can discuss about tomorrow. its my brother's birthday!
oh and anyway, the presentation on thursday went quite alright. i was so glad that it was like finally over. the best moments of working on that- the rushing of program notes, having to multi-task with one eye on the computer screen and the another on the tv, having the two matches accompanying me throughout the night, getting all worked out with absolutely no mood to complete when portugal lost to france at 5am at the last crucial hour which was thurs morning, having multiple wake-up calls and people calling you at insane hours of the night. but i'm gald its all over, i'm glad we all came through though we had like zero meetings becasue not one could be considered a real meeting and analysising things two nights before only.
it was great fun too working through the night but now tha't its all over, there's my faec to fix. pimples all over! goodness how how how. the bets part of it, its just an excuse to get a facial on my to-do list this weekend.
and i still cant believe portugal lost. it was such a close-match wasnt it. i bet everyone's going crazy over the finals. to me- worst finals ever. but i;m still going to wait in anticipation.
lee needed you at 7.7.06
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Monday, July 03, 2006
alright firstly. portugal WON! we were so damn high that night la. i think i went mad, no wait. insane. thank goodness i still could drag my feet early the next morning to work. and i could still survive it. we literally sweated through the whole match, having to get to the toilet desperately during half-time, shouted and walk like some (i-dont-know-what) to our next football-viewing destination.
anyways, for the past four nights, or rather three, i was down at vch for the piano festival. well, it did leave me impressed, esp saturday night's performance. natural flair, plus talented plus so musically played. i enjoyed every bit of it. and i had to skip sunday's one, which i heard, was excellent.
ok. i don't want germany to win the world cup.
this is so random. i'm actually here waiting for my group's moa discussion to start. and frankly, i never belive in discussing stuff like these online. everyone will end up talking crap after 2 minutes. and i think stress is hitting me, because i have like two irritating pimples on my face.
like i said, this is so random. i wanna watch superman. i wanna that sarah jessica parker perfume, its so nice, it smells like heaven.
lee needed you at 3.7.06
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