Monday, August 28, 2006
i dont know about most people. but if i feel something that doesnt please me NEEDS saying, i would say it out LOUD. the contents of whatever i write here might not please some people, whospever they are. well, fine be it. i cant do anything, because i write what i write, what i feel like writing, and what inspires me to write. if any of this may be used as contents to things which i rather be said to me straight in the face, please have a go ahead.
that all aside. its now school, work, and practice. for now. man, and my throst is getting worse instead of better. even drinking water is a pain. and then today i basically sat through choir, all the while feeling like an outcast cos i was the only one sitting on a chair and staring at the score in front of me.
the best home to be would be...my bf's place. because everyone in their family is so warm to each other, it just give you those kind of warm fuzzy feeling everytime you step in and out of the place. everyone talks as if every topic in the world excite them. and everyone sit down or greet each other like they have all the time in the world and they havent seen each other for a long while. everything is just so calm and peaceful, even when people talk and it leaves me with such a nice feeling everytime i'm there. that to be is somewhere perfect. and i'll definitely be thankful if i ever got it again. till then, i've have my memories to keep.
lee needed you at 28.8.06
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Thursday, August 24, 2006
sick still.
now its just eat, sleep, bathe. and then it goes on again. and i have no idea what is happening in school because the only time i stepped into school was on monday.
and then in the middle of everything, something just tells me its not going to be the same anymore. everything, yes basically everything. and at the end of that rainbow i might not have made that right decision. and then it goes on and on. the story never ends.
lee needed you at 24.8.06
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006
MY BIG TWO. from top to bottom: me with my free oreo icecream cake; the whole big beer we ordered; me with two of my darlings with my present; then me alone with my present; drinks we had at chijmes; my lovely present; and xpr's birthday.
lee needed you at 23.8.06
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006
my birthday was a blast this year!
ok all said it, i've hit the big 20's. and the bad thing is i'm sick now, after everything. blame it on all the late consecutive nights i had. but anyway, i really really had fun the past few days, thanks to everyone who made an effort and remembered my birthday(: it was all much appreciated. to everyone (there are so many to be counted), who wished me, especially those sms messages. it really made my day. for people who were trying to reach me at 12 midnight on sunday night, and wishing me happy birthday. and for the many belated presents that i'm going to have. hah.
to glen; for all the thoughts that was given to my big day. thanks for the flowers, the lovely dinner at out of the pan, the presents and the cakes. yes, i was really surprised and truth to be said, i was touched. we had the best time over wine, didn't we. and the nice stroll from chijmes to boat quay and clake quay. and the best part of everything, the quite-retarded countdown, but it was fun nonetheless.
to my group praotes and everyone else for the present, cakes and what's nots.
to my girlfriends; thanks for the wine and beer (and i'm not an alcoholic!) and the glass present. all the fun crappy times we had. for the dinner and chilling at brewerkz. for the birthday song. for all the rubbish but yet funny conversations. for being the most super girlfriends ever!
and to you; who probably made my birthday the best ever. for the best birthday present. for having you in my life and the nice moments we shared. for the cake, and the present, the card and the time spent then. for being there always for me. and for allowing me to be the special someone in your life.
pictures to be posted after i got them. now i'm craving for the bed. yeah, a sick girl now.
lee needed you at 22.8.06
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
jumbled.
so much things to do. i'll probably dont know where to start and most likely end up with nothing. and not surprising, since this week i'll very very likely meet up with a whole lot of people. more like catching up, but just and excuse to see each other's face, gossip, chill and perhaps celebrate my birthday too.
oh í'm into wine now. and wine connection sells the cheapest and the bestest wine, and they got a wide range of it too. we had both white and red wine after which everyone became a little tipsy, but it was great fun all the same! it was just a typical girl's nights out in which guys were strictly not allowed. we had dinner, then zoomed to catch the last day's fireworks, after which it landed to this.
the pictures were taken last week, but because school sucks and is taking away so much of my most precious time, i only can put them up here now. Awwww girls, i love you all to pieces(: and like i said school offically sucks. today we had an exam in which the teacher went out, and the whole class suddenly had a massive class discussion like never before. you get what i mean.
and if i ever had a choice, i would rather fall for a girl (oh wait, i'm straight.) but i just realised friends will never leave or forsake you. you may break up with your long-term boyfriend or find your partner cheating on you or a very good marriage heading for divorce. but friends are always there for you. and family too. talking about family, my mummy just gave me my birthday present! so nice of her and i got a necklace, earrings and a sweater. my first birthday present received for this year. yay. oh wells. then again. i really really miss him. its just not the same yaking on the phone or messaging. nothing beats a warm hug and a kiss.
i'm performing this sat in front of many many people. many as in a few hundred. goodness but its going to be a good experience nonetheless. and i'm turning 20 on the 21st of aug. how exciting. how so very old.
lee needed you at 16.8.06
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Thursday, August 10, 2006
short of swimming across the causeway, we walked across it. all the while looking like some illgeal immigrants. but except that illegal immigrants dont pose for the camera in the middle of the causeway.
i dyed my hair red this time and got a temporary perm on tuesday night. i don't think i really really look good in permed hair, but smooth and straight hair is such a boring thing now. well, tuesday's night clubbing was alright, spent a whole day at his house thereafter which to me was the best time i ever had spent with him. from the jokes, meals, attempts to laugh and go crazy, and then to the very serious chat we had at the end of the day, it was just good time spent. national day parade was quite alright, love the fireworks though, i have just got something for nice fireworks.
and the best part of this week, being a real pig and sleeping till after noon!
lee needed you at 10.8.06
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Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Of all times, i got to be sick now. i'm like coughing and coughing and my head doesnt feel too good or right. i think i am just...exhausted. but i have a date with him tonight though, and i don't know what to wear! bought a pretty pair of heels yesterday at malaysia for a very reasonable price. and its so pretty, think i'm going to wear it later! yay.
oh anyways, if anyone want to know, i just got back from malaysia. did the craziest thing that i don't think anyone would do but then i'm not letting it out, till i get the pictures(:
and of all times, i feel extremely fat too.
lee needed you at 8.8.06
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Wednesday, August 02, 2006
ok i'm now sweating through my analysis essay on schubert. anyways i went for a run yesterday. the same old route. from my place to king albert park, then to railway mall, pass all the condos, up the slope then down, then pass hillview then pass many traffic lights on the way back home. everyone said i was crazy because i just recovered. oh wells, i had the sudden urge and besides i think i'm getting a little too fat bumming around all day.
oh. by the way. school's going to be out really soon. tomorrow is the last day i'm ever going to see the school in the next whole week. we're having next week off as a one week holiday or one week study break, whatever you choose to see it as. really excited, though i know its going to pass really fast. one week only. think about it, there's quite little that one can do in one week isn't it?
oh. i'm meeting my dear girl tomorrow who just got back from hk. then i got many many days following that to spend it with people. and the bets thing is, thanks for the public holiday i can get to spend one whole day with him. and there's still the ktv at malaysia, national day, buffets, facial/spa/hair treatments, shoppings, stayovers, swimming sessions, night cycling trips, late night suppers, chilling sessions, or maybe one night i'll just get mad and club-hop everywhere, and so much more to look forward too!
that says it. its back to work or i'll never get to enjoy them later.
lee needed you at 2.8.06
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